the blanket syndrome

all started with a random noise of falling books on the floor.
cat did it again.
the annoyance of the fallen books was followed by the ringtone of my sisters mobile phone.
i looked up straight up to the ceiling and then outside to the open window.
the sun was shinning, the birds were singing and my heart was breaking in the thought of leaving the bed.
an other day had started without asking me if i was ready for it.

the graduate syndrom

Mr. Braddock: What's the matter? The guests are all downstairs, Ben, waiting to see you.
Benjamin: Look, Dad, could you explain to them that I have to be alone for a while?
Mr. Braddock: These are all our good friends, Ben. Most of them have known you since, well, practically since you were born. What is it, Ben?
Benjamin: I'm just...
Mr. Braddock: Worried?
Benjamin: Well...
Mr. Braddock: About what?
Benjamin: I guess about my future.
Mr. Braddock: What about it?
Benjamin: I don't know... I want it to be...
Mr. Braddock: To be what?
Benjamin: [looks at his father] ... Different.

fortune cookie wisdom#4

"A man without aim is like a clock without hands, as useless if it turns as if it stands."

Learn Chinese: Excuse me = Lao jia
Lucky Number: 32-29-23-13-46-37
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The
Parrot
Parent
Pirate
Parody

















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started when my first parrot died. I was around six years old so my parents decided not to tell me the truth. Instead they announced me that the parrot was in the animal hospital and quickly replaced him with a similar one.
The bird they found was a bit different than mine so they had to improvise a bit more by telling me that my poor parrot had cancer so he had to go through chemotherapy. Then he lost all his feathers and they grew all back again a week ago so that’s why he looked a bit altered.
In total the repeated the same story around 6 times. Parrots came and left in our house but I kept the illusion that was the same one.
Every time something changed in the behavior of the bird so I had to train him all over again to sit on my shoulder, to eat from my hand, talk a bit and but that did not seemed weird in my eyes because my parrot had suffered from a lot of diseases and syndromes in the past.
So parrots will always remain an animal of mystery in my eyes and there is nothing I can do to change that.
happiness
calmness

and peace
scares me a bit

Devil's haircut

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YG3sS8RBdms

Something's wrong 'cause my mind is fading
And everywhere I look
There's a dead end waiting
Temperature's dropping at the rotten oasis
Stealing kisses from the leperous faces

Heads are hanging from the garbage man trees
Mouthwash jukebox gasoline
pistols are pointing
At a poor man's pockets
Smiling eyes ripping out of his sockets

Got a devil's haircut in my mind
Got a devil's haircut in my mind
Got a devil's haircut in my mind
Got a devil's haircut in my mind

Love machines on the sympathy crutches
Discount orgies on the dropout buses
Hitching a ride with the bleeding noses
Coming to town with the brief case blues

Got a devil's haircut in my mind
Got a devil's haircut in my mind
Got a devil's haircut in my mind
Got a devil's haircut in my mind

Something's wrong 'cause my mind is fading
Ghetto-blasting disintegrating
Rock 'n' roll, know what I'm saying
And everywhere I look
There's a dead end waiting

Got a devil's haircut in my mind
Got a devil's haircut in my mind
Got a devil's haircut in my mind
Got a devil's haircut in my mind

Devil's haircut! In my mind!
Devil's haircut! In my mind!
Devil's haircut! In my mind!
You can call it second puberty, pure stupidity or escapism but I just need to follow what I feel at this point.

kaascat